trying to ignore the sadness

he haven't called me or contact me neither do talk to me.
he didn't text or anything that involving me.
he doesn't even look at me or watch me.
and the hardest part is that he doesn't even care about me and he doesn't even think about me.
huh'
what can i do ?
i just can keep hoping that he will change eventually.
i hope he will realize how big my love to him.
i keep wishing he can appreciate me just the way i am.
i just hoping and hoping.

i love you.
and i really do care about you.
it just up to you.
i hope nothing less than just want you to let go of your anger and emotion.
just be honest to me.
i won't mad. if you do care about me, you should have call now.
but you don't.
so , i understand. completely am. you may not want to get involve with me.
yeahh2 , i always been treating like this.
i shouldn't fall in love at first place.
i know.

sorry for my wrong.