Letter-ing: mencuba untuk bertahan

so , to ignore my sadness ,
i keep laughing for nothing
i keep being crazy to hide my feeling.
i keep joking to stop crying.
i keep smiling to keep myself from feeling sad.

nobody knows how i felt. especially him.
no one knows.
it is happy in the outside but in the inside ,
you will never know.

i am stressing out.
i just need my vacation to somewhere else but i can't.
examination still running in my schedule.
*sighh.
when will I'll be free ?

to my friend out there ,
i'm sorry for my wrong.
i just can't stop saying sorry.
i'm sorry for being so wrong at the wrong place and wrong time.
i am so sorry. deeply am.
i love you guys so much.
i just want us to get back like before.
pleasee. that's all i wish.

trying to ignore the broken of my heart.
haha , i keep doing nothing.

here the silly picture.
ohh , gambar tak cantik sebab model dye tak cantik.
hahahhaa :D:D sorryyy ;p

abaikan rambut yg mengerbang. lame dah tak care rambut tu. haha :D:D