todayy

well , I've got some news.
I got a job.
Tomorrow I can start it at 10 am.
I don't know how to tell my parents about it.
They doesn't know about this.
I'm scared if they didn't gave any permission.
And hell yeahh , I am excited and then suddenly felt regret.
Tahh , tetibe rase cm menyesal je pegi mintak.
yelahh , bile keje that's mean I will have no time for myself.
and for anybody else. Too bad for me.
damnn it ! whatever it takes , i have to think positive.
I have to sacrifise my time.
It's the money that I needed.
I have to pay my debt and I don't want to bother my parents.
God , I need the strength .
and pleaseee give me the strength and the spirit for me to go on.
I really need it.