ohh myyy

okayy , todayy is the sadness day.
i fought with my bf.
i wonder why.
i lovee him but i don't know why is he being so damn SELFISH.
his jealousy is too much. i don't mind but he accused me.
that's made me so damn sad.
i trust him. but the way he treat me seems like he doesn't want me anymore :(
ohh dear. i really need the truth.
does he or doesn't he LOVE me truly ?
if he does , why won't he tell me the truth ?
why is his ego is too big ?
i'm sick and tired of being the one who always surrender and be the first one to raise up the white flag.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

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I can't wait for RAYA day.
I need moneyy.
I need holiday.
I need resttt.
And I need me.

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