4month.

It's been 4 month now.
We're having this kind of relationship.
Today is 090909.
It is officially 4 month.
and yet , he might not remember it because he didn't say something.
but what I kept doing is that I am still in love with him.
And yet still stuck with him.
I just can't stop thinking about him.
I always do. I always pray so that I can stop thinking bout him.
but still I can't.
Ohh god. I really need ur help.
I love him but please help me to let him go.
I really need to.

Hey , thanks for everything.
thanks for everything that you have done to me.
Thanks for making me believe in love again and made me hurt again.
but never mind.
You deserve someone special unlike me.
You deserve someone better than me.
I just don't know how to show my love to you.
I love you , yes I do.
but I'm not sure if you do.
You been ignoring me for awhile.
Actually you always do.
It really made me sad. and keep making me doubting over and over again.
I miss you very very very very very very very very much.

Well , what can I say.

I just can't trust anyone at all.
It will hurt me. I am too overeacting am I ?
And I am just too over sensitive.
duhhh'
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