coming back , coming back. finally

lately , my life has been upside down. hidup makin rumit makin complicated. i feel right and wrong. so wrong to do this , so not right to be like this. everyday its getting cold and colder. everywhere i go it's been bored and sad. i felt left down and i felt like crying. i want to cry , but i can't help it. i dah tak larat , tak mampu. all that i can do is just left it all to God. sometimes i feel like i want to run from all of this. live somewhere else. alone and calmly. everywhere i go right now , it is full of anger and sadness. i'm tired of it. when can the happiness can come to me ? pleaseelahh , aku serabutttt !!!!