there is someone. someone that I adore. I adore him so long ago. I just like and love to see him. It's not like I want to be with him forever or want to have him or what. I am just love to see him. The more I love to see him , the more closer we are. now, we are not so close. just a normal friend. I don't even know if he thought me as a friend or what ? I just don't want to falling in love. no NO no ! i don't want to. lagi2 dgn dye ni.

aku tak nak tanggung risiko laarh weihh. aku tak nak !!! aku dh serik dh bercinta. just kadang2 je mmg larhh teringin. but bile aku fikir2 laa kan , aku tak nakk lahh bercinta ni. hanya memalukan diri aku sendiri and it won't last long laaahh. trust me , I never have a boyfriend that i love more than 3 months. what a sad times , right ?

haha , so that is the reason why. so, right now I will and akann sentiase menyibukkan diri aku ni and akan try harder and harder untuk melupekann cinta. CINTA hanya akan memakan diri. ia akan menghalang aku je. hahaha , aku nk capai matlamat dulu. tapi aku tak promise weihh, klu dh jodoh aderrr larhh kot. hehe :B

conclusion : i will never gonna fall in love again until the time is comes :p